I, Me, and Myself

It was a fun being anonymous, once, but now, it seems not. I would love to let people know about my thought patterns. It is no sin to impart your ideologies. Let people laugh at you, but you are not going to lose anything by that. Be proud that you are unique... Be happy that your thoughts seem so sad and pessimistic... This can't be a fruitful advice, but this is my stand. This is me...! There has been so many factors that tried to change my 'self'. I thought that actually I was changing, and once, I was happy too about the changes happened in me. However, now, I realize a change is impossible in me... And, I'm OK with what I was and what I am... I'm thankful to the Power that made me remain myself. Also, I would like to say that I've a dream, a dream full of rain, fog, and chill... where a winged chariot, tethered with two white horses will arrive for me and only for me to fetch me up to the promised land.... Till then, may this life be a dreamy journey....

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  1. ദുര്‍ഗ (ശ്രുതി കെ. എസ്)April 13, 2010 at 10:33 AM

    nice one dear. being 'unique' is difficult in this world. anyways try to b ansa forever. because u r too good...

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  2. Sherlock HolmesApril 13, 2010 at 11:42 AM

    :)

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  3. MazhathuliJune 5, 2010 at 11:16 AM

    nice one dear..ur thougts...u expressed that in a good way...

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  4. AnjanaOctober 8, 2010 at 3:23 PM

    u r still the same, so dont think u have changed... the passage very well reflects u

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